Tickle my fancy ~

I’m trying to move forward but it seems like I’m imprisoned by my own thoughts. 
It feels like there’s no way out, even though people are helping me escape. 

Those type of days when you haven’t really noticed how much time has passed. You just stay in place thinking about how things changed for better or for worse. You’re trying to figure out where you stand in that person’s life now, and why things happen the way it does. You feel fed up with everything, but you still wonder why.

Seeing someone you used to be close to, but don’t talk to anymore. You kind of just look at each other, and maybe say hi, or just walk away and pretend you never saw them. You act like you never even knew each other to begin with, like strangers.

It takes a lot for me to actually give up on something or someone. I can’t just throw away all the hard work and time I put into it. I can’t just give up because times are hard, especially if that person means so much to me. I keep fighting for what I want until I can’t fight anymore, until giving up is the only option left.